Apaan seh?

i wont forget my beloved friends maya and ika “ikut bersusah payah” mensukseskan acara yang cukup menyita pikiran…yang akhirnya mencapai puncaknya pada hari ini..

i just want to thank you by writing this so both of u know that time and energy that we shared is meant alot for me..

our memory,maya dan ika adalah hadiah ultah yang sangat berharga

every little girl always want to be a princess..i do..

until now, that little princess in me..

she try to be more realistic..

from prince charming with white horse

to brave and loving ogre..

coz all she need is a hero

to save her soul which hunger for true love

she not a princess any more..

she just a little girl..

like upik abu in cinderella..

a nite as a princess is more than enough

but in this world, ogre has extinct

and prince charming turn into a dragon, with terrifying fire

what a pitty world..for a little girl

i do now…

i’ve done so many mistake

i’m affraid of something in me

my dream..i dare not to anymore..

coz it turn into nightmare

at night, the hardest thing to do is fall a sleep

may be tomorrow get worst

no..no..i dont blame God

HE give me free will

And i’ll never lose my faith in you
How will i ever get to heaven, if i do

Feels just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can’t it always be so good

But it’s alright, i know you’re out there
Doing what you’ve gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I’d be lost in space without you

And i’ll never lose my faith in you
How will i ever get to heaven, if i do

BT..laptop kna virus..semua software ilang…driver ada di rumah, so g bisa instal ulang..berarti g bisa kerja di kos, g bisa maen games, g bisa nonton tv, g bisa nonton dvd…sebel…

hp eror, batre ngedrop..udah sering mati..keypadnya juga udah g lengkap..minta diganti..ternyata chargernya yang palsu udah rusak juga..padahal udah g ada yang asli

atm ke blokir..buku tabungannya ilang, klo mo diurusin harus ke Jogja..week..nyebelin…

most off all..somebody i really respect lost faith in me..

all gone..materi bisa di cari..tapi kepercayaan..what should i do..

“..serigala mempunyai liang dan burung mempunyai sarang, tetapi anak manusia tidak mempunyai tempat untuk meletakkan kepalanya.”

lately i feel like i belong to nowhere in this world and feel so lonely

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know it deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N’ give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin’ helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she’s really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it’s gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You’ve gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N’ when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that you’ll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin’ good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman…

Then when you find yourself lyin’ helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she’s really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she’s the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it’s gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman? You got to tell me
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?

lately aku suka banget baca novel lawasnya atm (alias arswendo atmowiloto)..lucu..menarik dan unik tapi..dalem..terutama yang judulnya AUK (promosi neh!!)

aku juga lagi belajar untuk jujur(ada buku nya atm yang judulnya blakanis–blaka artinya jujur)..betapa indah jika semua orang bisa jujur..tapi percayalah jika satu kali kamu tidak jujur..sulit banget buat kembali jujur..kadang betapapun kerasnya kita berusaha..bahkan kalaupun sudah jujur tapi kita sudah tidak dipercaya lagi..itulah saat kita akan kehilangan segalanya..

mencegah lebih baik daripada mengobati kebohongan

tapi dalam buku blakanis..ki blaka mengatakan bahwa musuh utama kejujuran bukan kebohongan melainkan kepura-puraan baik itu pura-pura jujur maupun pura-pura bohong.

tapi tetap kenyataan hidup menyatakan bahwa kita tidak perlu bohong, namun tidak berarti semua hal harus diungkapkan…ada hal2 yang sebaiknya kita simpan untuk diri sendiri..untuk kebaikan..

When all your hope has gone
And everything you love g gone away
Whatever gets you through the day
That’s our way
Cos I y sitting on the side
Watching the tide
Drifting away
Whatever gets you through the day
That’s your way

Cos I don’t think I’m brave enough
To admit I’m breaking up
And when the pain just tears you up
The only thing you need is love
So just get yourself back on it
Another day is gonna come
Keep on praying for it
Aaah

It’s all just people talking
Does it really matter what they say?
Whatever gets you through the day
That’s your way
Cos I don’t care who’s right sometimes
I wish they’d all just go away
Whatever gets you through the day
That’s your way

I think I’ve been here long enough
To know what things are really worth
And I can see through all that stuff
Cos all you really need is love

So just get yourself back on it
Another day is gonna come
Keep on praying for it
Aaah

So just get yourself back on it
Another day is gonna come
Keep on praying for it
Aaah

Switch yourself back on and
Get yourself back on it
Switch yourself back on and
Get yourself back on it

I think I’ve been here long enough
To know what things are really worth
And 1 can see through all that stuff
Cos all you really need is love
Whatever gets you through the day
Whatever gets you through the day
Whatever gets you through the day

So just get yourself back on it
Another day is gonna come
Keep on praying for it
So just get yourself back on it Another day is gonna come
Keep on praying for it
Aaah